fuck me stupid, kiss me dizzy

harryheartdraco @ 2005-07-28T22:27:00

2005-07-29T03:37:40Z

Well I figure I'll just whine and complain in this. Since Brittany is MUCH too busy talking to Colon, to listen to how shitty I feel. Since he is SO much more important than me. And so MUCH greater than me. Like how he annoys her all the time, and tells he what she is and isn't. And is so amazingly immature. The kid is a fucking retard, and that's the God's Honest Truth. He has not idea how to handle a relationship. He's making so many mistakes it's pathetic. How the kid could even keep a girlfriend for a week is beyond me.
But no, Brittany would rather talk to him, than me. Because he's her new best friend, and I don't mean shit. And whatever they talk about, well that's not even any of my business. Because Brittany's too COOL to tell me secrets now. They all go to COLON. THE AMAZING WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND WHO SHE COMPLAINS ABOUT EVERY OTHER FIVE MINUTES.
Yeah, I'm jealous of the kid. I admit it. I don't even care. I hate him, I hope he jumps off a bridge and dies. I hope he never looks at me, and I never look at him. I never want to see him, or any other of Brittany's friends again. All the do is insult me, make fun of me behind my back, and are mean to me. And then they apologize for it, so they can see Brittany. It's bullshit, all of it. And I can only wait for school to start again, so I can make my own friends, and not have to rely on Brittany's for entertainment. Because trust me, that's the ONLY reason I put up with them. So I can see Brittany. But since we're not best friends anymore, since, COLON has taken my place. Well then, I guess I won't have to do that anymore won't I?
And Goddamn Brittany I hope you read this and know how shitty you made me feel. And I am crying my eyes out right now. And I just want you to know that and hope to GOD you care. Because I would NEVER choose a guy over you. NEVER. I never even chose Brenda over you. She was just another friend. Fuck it. I'm sick of thinking about this shit. And I am sick of your friends making me feel terrible. I thought I was over my depression. But nope! Guess not! Some people just seem to bring it out all the more. CONGRATULATIONS EVERYONE! Alex wants to slit her wrists again! Come on, Call her fat some more. Maybe this time she'll actually do it. No wait, she's pretending she doesn't care. Let's insult her even more. Oh no, wait, Brittany is getting mad. Quick! Apologize! We'll just laugh about her behind her back.

harryheartdraco @ 2005-06-26T05:03:00

2005-06-26T09:23:23Z

So yeah, I had a good night and day. Oh, I don't know what happened the last time I wrote in this. -checks- Kai. Me and Josh went out.. For eh, two months and 5 days. But then I dumped him. But I love him so kai. But anyways, onto my good day/night. Me and JOsh and Brenda and Skot came down to Huber and we chilled at my grandma's. It was awesome. Well me and Josh laid in this really fuckin comfy recliner for most of the night. And then we all went to the carnival. And I rode this spinny ride and felt sick. And Brenda and Skot went and got pictures of them done as them being pirates and it was cute. But anyways, I felt sick so me and Josh walked back to the house and watched Family Feud. And we soo had better answers then the dumb fucks on TV. But then Skot and Brenda finally found their way back to my house. My grandma was off somewhere fuckin doin somethin. But yeah, so we watched Underworld and shit. I fell asleep on Josh for like a half an hour. While Skot and Brenda effin desecrated my couch. YEAH THEY HAD SEX! Haha, I wrote that cuz Brenda told me not to. It's cool, I had my fun. And now I have shit all over my shirt. -glare- Damn messy people, seriously. Josh will get it for that. My poor MCR shirt! -pets it lovingly- It's okay hun, he got some on him too. Haha, but anyways. So yeah, I had the greatest night evurr. Well it was the best night I have had since June 7th. ( When me and Josh broked up. ) Haha. Omfg. It was soooo fuckin funny tho. My grandma walks in on the middle of it and she's like Alex... And I just held up a finger real quick like. Cause I thought it was Brenda. ( I wasn't told this until after it was all over. ) And I guess she just walked outta the room real quick. And then she walks in and I am all talking to her while redoing my belt. And I realized it and turned around real quick. -rolls eyes- And then I starting yelling about my shirt. Noo, I don't know why the bottom of my shirt is white.. I am so obvious. But she didn't say shit. And she was talking about vibrators in the car so she BETTER not even curr dude. If she does, Well she was the one who invited him, and it's not MY fault I am a horny teenager. Oh and then JOsh walks out and shakes my brother's hand. I was... omg no you just didn't. I started fucking cracking up and my brother all looks at his hand, and then gives me a weird look. Stupid naive 11 year olds, dude. It was too funny tho. Well I am off to smoke this ciggerette Josh was so sweet to have given me. I love him so much.

I shall update again in a month.

harryheartdraco @ 2005-03-28T13:26:00

2005-03-28T19:28:39Z

I love I only update this every 3 months.
I was reading back through my entries.
I go through sooo many guys.
Me and Josh are getting ready to go back out.
Yay!
I'm in Tennessee on Spring Break.
So I will be on this alot more, for this week, at least.
Even though no one reads this.
But oh well.
I need to change my layout.
So I shall be doing that now.
See ya lata, y'all.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-11-09T15:02:00

2004-11-09T20:09:00Z

-yawn- Bored. Bored.
Some little girl just dragged me halfway across the library to show me a fire.
...I was like.. Okay?
She's like announcing it to half the population of Franklin.
Doesn't look very serious to me.
But to the little girl, oh let me tell you.
Biggest thing she has seen all week.

Well my modem is down so now I can't even get online at my grandparents.
-shrug- I need to get a new library card.
Wish I had an ID.
Kim said a need to find a job.
Wish my birthday would hurry up so I could turn 16.

I get to see Thomas again on Thursday.
-swoon- Dan said he would be at his house.
And I am going over there.
Not sure why, he said we should hang out.
Then I am staying at Candace's.
So we can cook.

And Dan said he would get me my book.
Ultimate Gay Sex.
Hopefully Thomas will come along as well.
-squeal- So I also have that to look forward to.
We're prolly going this weekend.
Hopefully I can save my money 'till then.
Woot! I wanna work at PacSun.
Candace should work there with me. -nod-
We're gonna get a job together.
Gotta go. See ya kids.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-10-12T18:13:00

2004-10-12T22:18:23Z

Wow. Alex is updating, again.
So amazing.
No one reads this, anyways.
But oh well, I'm bored.

Like my new layout?
Laurell's new book came out a few weeks ago.
I gots it signed, woo!
Go me go.

I'm reading Stephen King now.
Working on the Stand.
ALready finished IT.
Dre's reading it now.
We're racing each other.
I'm so gonna win.

My mom's MIA, again.
-rolls eyes- Why am I not suprised?
I keep telling her, over and over again.
Dump your damn girlfriend.
Does she listen?
NO.
GOD.

I gotta go, I need to buy shit for this dumbass Biology project.
Which I do NOT want to do.
-twitch-

harryheartdraco @ 2004-09-22T18:37:00

2004-09-22T23:08:49Z

THE CUTEST PICTURE EVURR. Omg I love it. I have it on my headboard. -nod-

Him playing Eruption. He looks so serious, yet so cute at the same time!

Him playing Eruption again. He is so gorgeous. -drool-

Sooo many pictures. Haha. He looks evil in this one! Which only makes him all the more hotter, of course! See how the light is like going through him? How cool is that? So cool.

This is his second song solo. He has a solo in every song! Yes, he is THAT good. See all the fingerprints on his guitar? If only I were that guitar...

DoDoDo.. Soo Soo hot.

Look! I'm in the picture too! See me?! By his head. -point point- See?! We were so meant to be together.
-swoon!-

harryheartdraco @ 2004-09-22T09:07:00

2004-09-22T13:04:09Z

Hey. Actually updating again.
Now don't fall over and die yet.
Read meh entry first.
-yawn- Anyways. Umm.. not much has happened.
Actually, nothing has happened.
Ohmigod. Tonight, I am so posting like 4753987583 pictures of Reeves on here.
Skot got me THE BEST PICTURE EVURR.
He wanted me to pay 5 dollars for it.
But Brenda gave it to me for free.
Sh, don't tell.
And then this guy took a bunch and put them on his webpage.
Oh yeah, I have a vampirefreaks profile now.
I'll give you a link later. I don't have time now, class is almost over.
Umm.. Homecoming is the ninth, which is in like a 2 and a half weeks, maybe?
Well that's what Shep said, anyways.
But then, who can trust him?
Not sure who I'm going with..
Like 20 people told Reeves to go with me, but I don't think he's going.
-shrug- I'll prolly go with Kait. Which is cool because she is soo getting me a corsage. A pretty one, too.
OMG! THERE ARE SO CLOWNS IN THE SEWERS! Shep saw one! -reading IT- So, watch out. And stay away from drains, sewers, canals, and circuses. -nod!- Do YOU WANT TO DIE?!
Course not. Well, I have to be going now.
Tonight: pictures of Reeves.
See ya then.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-08-31T18:30:00

2004-08-31T22:37:55Z

Hey Hey Heeey.
Yeah, Brenda dragged me over to Reeves.
We had a conversation! Woo!
But now I think he is gonna get with Candace Akers. Eck.
He went to the prom with her and Josh (her brother) said they dated before.
Hah. He prolly thinks I am a stalker freak, anyways.
Which I am so.. Yeah.
Heh. Tomorrow he is gonna play Eruption! -drool-
God I love guitar.
But I might not be there to hear it. -cry-
So I am trying to decide between skipping practice and hanging out with my friends.
Or...
Not skipping it and orgasming over Reeves for an hour.
Oh decisions.

Yup. Sittin here in the library again. Woo. Woo.
Had to check out HP5. Since Britt still has my copy.
And Quidditch Through The Ages, since I am writing a paragrapd on How To Play Quidditch.
OMG! I think I am over Tom Felton.. How crazy is this!? I know, pretty goddamn crazy.
It seems Reeves has taken his place though.
Poor Reeves. I kinda feel sorry for the guy. Having to deal with me staring at him, talking about him, thinking about him, all the time.
But Oh well, he can deal.
He's a senior anyways. So only one year of this and he's free.
And then I can move on to some other unsuspecting insanely hot guy.
That hopefully plays the guitar.
But no one can play as well as Reeves.
No. One.
Over and out.
I might, if I can get a good one, scan a pic of Reeves for ya.
The only ones I have now are him in a dress. ( Band Camp Drag Night. )
SO SOMEONE GET ME A GOOD PICTURE OF REEVES!

harryheartdraco @ 2004-08-28T02:47:00

2004-08-28T06:54:29Z

Wow. Two updates in one day.
Well technically it's tomorrow, since it's past midnight, but whatever.
Sooo. First football game tonight. AND I'm ungrounded.
Wooo, go football go. So yeah, Cindy and Brana decided to take it upon themselves to talk to Brandon, for me.
We were supossed to go to the movies tonight, so they sorta asked him out, for me. Without my knowledge. God I wish people would stop embaressing me with him
And they yelled at me for not talking to him!
I'm a shy person in the first place. After that, I coulnd't go near the guy.

But yeah. Cindy told him to talk to me. But I think he's shy too.
So tomorrow, I am gonna work up ALL my courage. And strike up a conversation.
How hard can it be?
He said I was cute. -grin- Hah. At least, that's what Cindy said.
I don't believe.. really.
Got 10 bucks off Josh. He thinks I am payin him back.
He wishes.
Bought McDonalds with it.
Yuuummy. God I feel sea sick. Wtf?! I havn't been on the sea in forever.
I'm such a loser.
We have Tag Day tomorrow. I hope Brandon will be there.
I'm not sure though. Cause he said he had work.
And that's why he couldn't go to the movies.
Yup. -nod- Cindy's so crazy.
Her and Loren broke up. -pet the Cindy-
He's not that great anyways.
Well I need to talk my contacts out before I die.
See ya'll laters.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-08-27T08:44:00

2004-08-27T12:38:45Z

Sorry about the lack of update.
School's just started.
Actually, it's where I am now.

Er, not much news.
Me and Josh broke up.
Or did I even say that me and Josh went out?
I can't remember. Oh well.
We aren't anymore, anyways.

Me and Tony are going out now.
But I don't see that lasting long.
So now, guess what.
I'm back on Brandon Reeves.
Heh.

Erg. Duckett is about to tell us to get off the computers.
Grrrr on her.
I'll update more later.
See you all.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-08-09T09:09:00

2004-08-09T13:16:22Z

Hm, havn't been on lately. Sorreh.
Actually I've been at my dad's alot.
Dad's house = no internet.
So I am chillin at the library.

Hah. Well, I'm not single no mores.
Go me go. Going out with Josh.
I've known him since like, eighth grade.
Liked him since eighth grade.
Just now going out with him.
Ah well, better late than never.

Brenda's dating his brother.
Brenda = best friend.
Awkward, kinda.
She was dating his other brother.
Looks as though she's going through the family.
She better stay away from Josh.
Hehe. Just kidding.
They are like brother and sister anyways.

Well my stepmom got this woman to run me and my brother around.
So we aren't bored during the week.
My grandma is out of town so I can't go over there no mores.
Wish they would just let me stay at home.
So I can sleep.
Maybe invite Josh over.
Heh. Did it the other day, anyways.
They're stupid, really.
Here Alex, we'll be gone till 1AM, you stay home alone.
Honestly. Did they really think I was gonna be good?
Well, I gotta get off here.
Talk to you kids later.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-08-02T12:07:00

2004-08-02T17:07:14Z

Yeah, so I'm back from Band Camp.
It was fun.
Seems we have a new guitarist.
He is amazing.
I am in love.
His name is Brandon.
He can play the guitar with his teeth.
And tongue.
I am supossed to be getting his number for my friend, next practice. Heh.

I'm at my friends grandma's.
And I hate this keyboard.
Hm, nothing much more to say.
Aw, I don't have a viewing pleasure. I'll post one later today, promise.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-25T02:49:00

2004-07-25T06:52:11Z

Leavin for band camp tomorrow.
Muahaha. Gonna have FUN.
FUN FUN FUN.
Can't wait, actually.
Puttin up HP shit everywhere!
And I am prolly gonna be on a sugar rush for most of the week.
People, beware.

1) Your HP nickname: Don't have one?
2) Do you write fanfiction: I do my best. Don't finish alot I start, though.
3) Draw fanart: Hah. I wish. I couldn't draw to save my life though.
4) Review much: -shrug- Every now and then. When I read one I like.
5) Read too many fics: You can never read too many fics.. Dumbass.
6) Favorite house: Slytherin
7) Favorite Gryffindor student: Harry Potter.
8) Favorite Slytherin student: Draco Malfoy.
9) Favorite Ravenclaw student: Hm, Luna Lovegood.
10) Favorite Hufflepuff student: Uh, I don't know. Never thought about it. Cedric, I guess.
11) Favorite teacher: Gotta be Remus. He was a teacher!
12) Favorite overall character: Draco Malfoy.
13) Favorite adult: Sirius Black
14) Canon/fanon Draco: Hmmm.. Fanon. Heh.
15) Canon/fanon Snape: Canon, definitely.
16) Voldemort or Dumbledore: Heh. Voldie!
17) Cho, annoying or not: Omg. Eck, beyond annoying. Stay away from Harry, bitch!

Shipping:
18) Your OTP: Harry/Draco all the way!
19) Other ships you sail: Sirius/Remus, Hermione/Ron, Sirius/James, Sirius/Remus/James, and some others I cannot think of right now.
20) Intruiging ships: Uh, not sure what this means. But you know, Filch/Mrs. Norris IS pretty intriguing.
21) Disliked ships: DRACO/HERMIONE! Number one hated. And anything that pairs Draco and Harry with anyone other than each other. Sirius/Harry. ( That's his Godfather, people. ) Remus/Lily ( Sorry, but Siri doesn't share with girls. ) James/Harry ( I've actually heard of this.. )
22) Ships hated with a passion (erm... this is optional :X): Draco/Hermione, duh. And, Draco/Ginny. Draco/Ron. ( Yeah, explain that one people! )
23) Het, slash or femmeslash: Hah, can't ya tell already? Slash, baby.
24) H/Hr or R/Hr: R/Hr! HARRY IS DRACO'S DAMMIT!
25) D/Hr or D/G: Neither. Gah. -beats up question-
26) H/D or H/SS: Do I REALLY need to answer this?
27) Older gen, younger gen or cross-gen: Older or younger. Cross is scary.

Fanfiction:
28) Canon or AU: Hm, I prefer Canon. But AU will do.
29) Fluff or angst: Angst. I like to cry.
30) Darkfic: Sometimes..
31) OOC or IC: Uh, let's see her.. IC. Whoever says OOC should be shot, really.
32) SuddenlyVeryPowerful!Harry: Hah. I think Harry is already very powerful. He just doesn't know it yet.
33) One-shot or chaptered: Depends on my mood, really. Usually I like one shots. I tend to get bored with chapters. UNLESS they are really really interesting.
34) Novel-length: Only if they can keep me reading to the very end.
35) Gen, het or slash: Slash. Het, maybe, mixed in with Slash. Gen, only if it's funny.
36) Drabbles: Sure, Sure.
37) SuddenlyVerySexy!Draco: Uh, and he isn't already?! Damn quiz is BLIND!
38) Fanfiction Pet Peeves: Anything to do with Draco and Ginny or Hermione. Bad grammar. Other stuff.. -shrug-
39) Canon or Fanon: Hm, Fanon.
40) Many ships in one fic: Only if it's Humor/Parody.

Books:
59) Cried for Cedric: Nah. Didn't like him THAT much. I did go " Awww! " though.
60)Cried for Sirius: Not as much for him as the people he left behind. -cough-REMUS-cough-
61) Dark or Light Side: Light.
62) Did the explanation of the prophecy satisfy you: Hell no!
63) Which character needs some more development: Everyone.

Fanart:
Questions deleted because like I said, I CAN'T FUGGIN DRAW.

Misc.:
74) Blaise's gender: Male
75) Tom Riddle's eye colour: Hm, I'll go with green cause I like it.
76) Luna fan: Yup! She reminds me of me.
77) OC's, done or not done: Not done.
78) Liking Weasley ships with 'Flame' or 'Fire' in the name: Uhh.. They exist?
79) Weasley love: The twins!
80) Malfoy love: Draco, duh.
81) Potter love: Harry, duh. And James, MWPP Era.
82) Is Lucius really 49: Ha. Ha. Ha. Wait.. Did JK say that? Damn he looks good for almost 50.
83) Brilliant ship name (Don't need to ship it, though!): I liked the whole, Star-Crossed Lovers. For Draco and Ginny. STILL HATE THE SHIP THOUGH! Just liked it cause I liked the play.
84) Plain stupid ship name: Drarry for Harry/Draco. Or Snarry for Harry/Snape.
85) Voldemort. Bald. Yes or no: Erm, yes? But it'll grow back. 'Course.
86) The power He-Knows-Not and the power that saved Harry is: Do I LOOK like JKR to you? How the HELL am I supossed to know?!
87) Your view on Hufflepuff-ies: They're ninnies. I'd make them fear me at once! -evil twitter- And then make them my personal slaaaaves.
88) Should Ron say 'Bloody Brilliant' more then once? Haha, yeah. Cause he looks so darn hot sayin it. And then maybe add in a couple of "Wickeds."
89) Hermione. Pretty. Am I right: I cannot even answer that. Even if she was, she ruined all her prettiness by PUNCHING DRACO! -twitch twitch-
90) Best HP fanfic ever: Anything by Abaddon.
91) Rec the 2nd best, too: Oh, and arrmaitee too. One of them.
92) Did HP change your life dramatically: Gave me something to obsess over, and spend my money on.
93) Marauders. Like or dislike: LOVE!
94) Prongs, Moony, Padfoot or Wormtail: Padfoot! -snuggles-
95) Could Lily have been an animagus too: No. Don't be stupid.
96) What animal Lily would've been: Don't know, don't care. Hush about her.
97) Did Harry pass his Potions' OWL's : Hopefully.
98) Did Ron: -shrug- Why do we care?
99) Is Harry going to die or will he survive: Survives. And all because of Draco. -grin-
100) What gives you the most warm fuzzies in your stomach in the whole HP-verse: Uh.. Um.. The hot british guys, I guess.
Bonus question: 101) Did you like this survey: Mhm. Other than the pointless questions and references to Draco/Hermione.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-24T14:41:00

2004-07-24T18:49:11Z

I have been lured awake by Subway.
Dammit. That's not supossed to work.
So now I am gonna fall asleep later.
Which sucks ass.

Hm. Me and Skot got into another fight last night.
He seems to think you can be Straight Edge and drink alcohol.
AND smoke ciggerettes.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think you can.

I'm off the soup.
You can still tell me your fav though.
If you want.

Band Camp next week. ( Make fun and die. )
I'm not in band, Guard.
Yeah, I'm excited.
Band Camp is fuuuun.
Olivia is printing out HP picture to put on our doors.
Haha. We be representin.

And now, for your viewing pleasure:

Tom Felton will always be number one.
But this guy ain't bad looking either.
Too bad he has a boyfriend.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-20T07:42:00

2004-07-20T11:47:03Z

Updating again.
Woo. I am always updating when I am sleep deprived.
Or slaphappy. So I apologize.
For my not making any sense whatsoever.
One of these days I will make a real post.
Promise.

My new obsession is soup.
My favorite soup is Tomato.
With Oyster Crackers.
What's yours?
Soup is <3333.

And for your viewing pleasure.

Execrated Love: Tom's the best thing since Masturbation.
Execrated Love: BUT Turn me on's the best thing since soup.
lethalriffs: *Spits*
Execrated Love: Gross.
Execrated Love: That's the grossest thing since Michael Jackson.
lethalriffs: Lmao.
lethalriffs: I'm the greatest thing since....?
Execrated Love: Olive Oil.
lethalriffs: Bitch!
Execrated Love: No No.. Lemme tell the greatness of Olive Oil.
Execrated Love: Okay so you're this really hot gay guy..
Execrated Love: And you just happen to be in bed with this other really hot gay guy..
lethalriffs: In a fantacy world. RighT?
Execrated Love: And OMFG YOU ARE OUT OF LUBE!
Execrated Love: WHATCHA GONNA DO?!
lethalriffs: AHHH!
lethalriffs: SHUT UP
Execrated Love: And then you remember..
lethalriffs: NO MORE
Execrated Love: OLIVE OIL!
lethalriffs: I HATE YOU
Execrated Love: Oh God..
Execrated Love: I crack myself up.
Execrated Love: See how great you are?
Execrated Love: But only to gay guys..
lethalriffs: I'm the best thing since gay guys auxilary lubricant?
Execrated Love: And Josh.
Execrated Love: Exactly.
lethalriffs: ...
lethalriffs: Bye...
Execrated Love: Lmao. Skot!
Execrated Love: I love you@
Execrated Love: YOU ARE THE BEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD!
lethalriffs: MEan it?
lethalriffs: . . .

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-19T06:57:00

2004-07-19T11:01:39Z

Well I figured I'd update. Cus I'm cool like that.
I am so sleep deprived.
Someone shoot me.
And give me muffins.

Dude, I don't even like muffins.
I'm asking for muffins, but hate them.
Well maybe bananut muffins...

Yes. My diary is now friends only.
You not my friend?
YOU GET NO SOUP!
And you can't see this.
...Damn.

Haha. Olivia was mean to Siri.
I told her she got no soup.
Me: NO SOUP FOR YOU!
Her: -jumps off bridge. ded-
I am evil.
Give me muffins.

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-18T21:02:00

2004-07-19T01:03:40Z

I just had to share.

2004-07-16T07:42:12Z

From MuggleNet.

( Bold those that apply. )

You mutter nonsense latin words under your breath.

You call your least favorite teacher Snape.

Your computer says "You've Got Mail" and you run outside looking for an owl.

You actually ask for a broom for Christmas.

You mutter "lumos" under your breath every time you turn on a flashlight.

You sort everyone you meet into the four Hogwarts houses. Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff and Slytherin If you want to know where you stand, just ask.

You were burned when you couldn't get through the flames of your fireplace.

You had to go to the hospital after you broke your nose running headfirst into the wall between platforms nine and ten. ( Just wait until I get to England.. )

The wand order mistake in GoF drove you crazy, and even after it was "corrected" you still came up with dozens of theories to explain why that happened. ( Wtf? )

You point a normal things like parking meters and say "Look at the things these muggles dream up!"

You collect plugs.

You try on every piece of silvery fabric your mom has to see if you turn invisible. ( Not fair. My mom owns NOTHING silver. Stupid lesbian.. -twitch- )

Before getting up to get something, you always try to summon it first. Accio TV remote! ( Haha. My mom thinks I'm going crazy when I do this.. )

You watched "Love, Actually" because two minor Harry Potter actors were in it. ( That was such a great movie. Though I only know of Alan Rickman, who's the other one? )

You were reduced to tears when you finally had book 5 in your hands.

You refer to your Chemistry class as Potions. ( I will next year though. )

You spend hours tapping bricks in special orders hoping that a secret entrance to Diagon Alley will appear.

When playing chess, you yell orders to the chess players and get upset when they don't move.

You yell into the "tellyfone." ( My dad threatened to ground me for a year. And force me to undergo session of Hooken on Phonics. Gah. )

You get emotional every time you hear "Hedwig's Theme".

You say "wicked" all the time because Rupert Grint does. ( Wicked! )

You get thoroughly overexcited every time you see a word somewhere that is distantly linked with HP (ie. Saint Hedwig's).

You name all of your pets after HP characters.

You get in to heated arguments over how much gel Tom Felton had in his hair in the first two movies. ( Muahaha! )

You know that Harry's birthday is July 31, 1980, Hermione's birthday is September 19, 1980 and Ron's birthday is March 3rd, 1980 even though it never said in the books. ( Ron's birthday is March 1st, NOT third. -rolls eyes- Duh. )

You refer to Voldemort as "You-Know-Who", and no one has any idea who you're talking about. ( People are so uneducated. )

You went out and bought the latest editition of the Webster's Dictionary because they added the word "muggle". ( Omfg. They did? So cool.. )

You were kicked out of the movie theater for standing on your chair, throwing your shoe at the screen and yelling "THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN IN THE BOOK!" ( Well it DIDN'T! Hmph. )

You count the days until you're old enough for your apparating license, and everyone else thinks you're talking about driving.

Your free time on the computer is spent constantly refreshing your favorite Harry Potter news site, hoping for an update. ( Where the Hell else am I going to get my damn information?! )

harryheartdraco @ 2004-07-16T01:05:00

2004-07-16T05:14:52Z

I have been trying to effing write in this thing all effing day. Gah. My mom like, freaked out if I stayed online past 30 minutes. She's crazy. And drunk. -twitch-

Omfg! Macaulay Culkin was on the Graham Norton Effect! He is so so adorable! I've come to a conclusion. He's gay. Or Bi, one. I mean, come on. It's obvious. So what if he's been married, or is married. ( I can't keep track.. ) That's just all for show! And does he really have a kid? My friend claims he does. I really hope he doesn't. That would just completly ruin my image of him. Really.

I went to Suncoast today. To look for Party Monster: The Shocumentary. -growl- And they like, didn't have it! Stupid store! That makes me very angry. But I did get the Ultimate Unofficial Guide to Harry Potter. So that made me happy. But I still need more Michael Alig. Mhm! Does anyone know what that movie is with him on it.. It's called Party Monster. But it's not the one with Macaulay in it. Is it the same as the Shockumentary? Am I going insane? More than likely..

Signing off now. Over and out.

-still banging head against desk, but for different reason-

2004-07-14T20:11:44Z

Okay, ignore entry below. Yes yes I know, I'm an idiot. But hush! There are just so many idiots out there, I can't tell what's real and what's fake! So nyah! Heh. So anyways, you can still read it. I'm not annoyed now though. I am just going to roll my eyes at it, and walk away.

Okay I'm back. Hm, what should I talk about. Oh yeah! I finished Disco Bloodbath. Like, 30 minutes after I got it. But I had read the first two chapters on the internet beforehand. It was so so great. James St. James is HILARIOUS! Omfg. I love him. But of course I love Michael more. Sorry James, but Michael is just so intriguing. I think Michael should write a book. I would LOVE to read his version of the whole situation. The things he does, they amaze me. And getting so famous, for BEING so famous, for like absolutly no reason. Fabulous. I love that word now.

Party Monster, the movie, is still great. But after reading the book I have realized how much they left out. How much things they've changed. I won't go into full detail here, because no one really cares. Other than me, and freaks like me. Muahaha! Oh well, I still think Michael is amazing. I'll talk to you later all.

Brittany you need to get your ass home, and over here. I mean it too.

-bangs head against desk-

2004-07-14T11:13:31Z

I really cannot even express my annoyance, and anger, in words. This is a wonderful example of how stupid some people can really be. If anyone, anyone at all. Agrees with this article, let me know immediently. Then I can shoot you, and put you out of your misery.

Is My Little Baby Going to Be Gay? ( God I hope so. )

Fanfic.

2004-06-23T00:32:00Z

Title: My Paper Heart Will Bleed.
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: NC-17
Notes: Gonna have to make a little changes. I liked the plot too much to just throw it out. So I'll just make it work. Fluxing the boy's ages up a couple of years. That's all.

Looking down into pleading eyes he didn't think he could do it. Could he kill his first love? His wand wavered. Pull yourself together that was before. He's gone to the dark side now. He's a different person now. Or had he always been that way? Nevertheless that person how ever long he may had been that was looking up at him with a hopeful look, he had seen his hesitation. " You remember, don't you? Remember how we used to be? I still love you..."

Harry and Draco never been enemies, not really. Or at least Harry didn’t think they had.

Harry was roaming the aisles of Flourish and Blotts, scanning the titles of books when suddenly he heard a large thud. He looked around quickly, trying to find the source. It seemed as though the boy who was now staring at in disgust, had dropped a book. A woman who had been walking through the aisle was now staring at him with a bewildered expression. And then, to Harry's amazement, after making sure the woman had turned the corner, the boy picked the book back up and started reading it. Harry stared at him for a moment before noticing the cover, which was of two boys snogging.
Harry had known that he liked boys since last summer. He had found a picture of two men that looked as though he had been ripped out of a magazine, stashed away in his room one day. Harry wasn't sure who it had belonged to, but was pretty sure he didn't want to know. He even had had a boyfriend in school. They lasted a month, but the boy had broke it off in fear of someone finding out. That had been Harry's first and only relationship.
Harry walked down the aisle towards the boy, who proceeded to throw down the book in disgust. Smiling inwardly, Harry bent down and picked up the book flipping through the pages. The boy's mouth dropped open and Harry had to fight to keep a straight face. Slowly he closed the book and handed it back to the gaping boy, "You dropped something." Finally the boy closed his mouth, glanced down at the book and hissed, " I did not! " Harry raised an eyebrow. " Yes you did. You did it before too. You were rea-"
" Hush, you imbecile! Someone will hear! "
" Okay? "
The boy just rolled his eyes, snatched the book from him, and dropped it once again. Then, grabbing his hand, he drug him towards the front door. Harry was pulled across the street to the Leaky Cauldron and pushed rather roughly into a booth. The boy quikcl slid into the booth next to him, speaking in a whisper. “ How long have you known? “ Harry stared blankly at him for a moment before realization hit him. “ Well, ‘bout a year I s’pose. “ The boy nodded as if agreeing. Harry glanced around the dark room a moment. He had been here before, once, with Hagrid.
“ Why did you bring me here?” The boy licked his lips nervously. “ So we could talk. You are one of the few people my age I have met like me “ Harry blinked at him. He wasn’t sure why, but he had expected the Wizarding World to be a lot more open with their sexuality. He told the boy this, who laughed aloud. “Well maybe some are, but my family sure isn’t. Homosexuality is like the eighth deadly sin. “
” Ah, that explains why you kept throwing down the book. Where are you parents? “
” Oh they are over in Knockturn Alley, won’t be back for a while. I was more worried about someone from my father’s office seeing me. “
” Where does your father work? “
” The ministry of Magic, and yours? “
Harry looked down at the table. “ Nowhere. My father’s dead. As well as my mother. “ The boy placed a hand on his shoulder, “ I’m sorry. “ Harry tensed under his touch, slowly looking up at him. They stared at each other a moment, and with a furtive glance around, the boy forward his lips brushing Harry’s. They were smooth as silk and cool to the touch. Harry smiled slightly as he pulled back. A strand of hair had fallen over one eye, and the boy pushed it back. That was when he saw it.
A look of horror spread over his face. Harry sat there confused, not knowing what was wrong. What had he done? His hand flew to his face. “ What? What’s wrong? “
” Who are you? “
What did it matter who he was? “ Harry Potter, but what does that have to do with anything? “
The boy looked as though the words that had come out of his mouth were not “ I am Harry Potter” but “ Your grandmother has just been eaten by a hippogriff.” He stood up quickly, stumbling backwards. He stared at him a moment longer, almost mournfully. Then he took off, slamming the tavern door behind him.
Harry sat there in shock. What had he done so wrong? He rubbed his forehead. Why had he been so horrified at the scar? It wasn’t that ugly...well he didn’t think it was. Well wasn’t this a nice welcoming to the Wizarding World. He did get a kiss, though. That was something. With that thought he placed his fingertips to his lips, the feel of the boy’s lingering. Who was he anyways? He had kissed him and Harry didn’t even know his name. I wonder if I’ll ever get to see him again...
Harry didn’t have to wonder very long. Those same two lips that had been against his, but a few days prior, were now curled into one of the most impressive sneers Harry had ever seen. This boy must practice. Harry breath had caught when that beautiful blonde had walked into his train cabin. “ Aw.. Harry Potter.” He remembered his name! Well, that actually wasn’t that much of a shock since he had been so upset with the knowledge of it. Harry’s heart was racing anyhow.
“ Oh, and who’s this? Let’s see.. Red hair..Freckles..Shabby clothes..You must be a Weasly.” Ron was sitting next to Harry. His first new friend. Or would that be second? Well the blonde boy wasn’t being very friendly at the moment. But he had been.
“Sod off Malfoy! “ Malfoy..what a beautiful name. He wondered what Malfoy’s first name was. Something just as beautiful he hoped. He would ask Ron when he left. He seemed to know him well.
Just then a bushy haired girl burst into the cabin yelling about some lost toad. Harry barely noticed a word she said. He was much too enthralled with Malfoy, who had now turned that well-practiced sneer on her. She in turn was not the least bit intimidated, and just shoved him out of the way. Malfoy looked a little surprised, but then growled, “Watch it.” And then made as graceful exit as possible. As soon as he was out the door, Harry turned to Ron, “Who was that? “
” Draco Malfoy. “
Draco. Draco Malfoy. Harry was entranced by the name. One kiss and he was obsessing over him. This was getting serious. Why was he so head over heels about him? It was only one kiss. And then he had ran away disgusted and now was acting like an asshole to him. And all Harry could do was pine over his name. This was crazy. Meanwhile, Ron was going on about just how much of an asshole Draco really was. “ and it’s like a known fact that his father was a supporter of You-Know-Who. His whole fam-“
”You mean Voldemort? “ Ron paled, his mouth dropping open. “ You said his name! Don’t say his name! “ Harry stared at him, confused. What was with everyone and this guy’s name? “ Yeah. Okay. Sorry. Go on. “ Ron swallowed, trying to regain is composure. “ A-As I was saying. His whole family’s been in Slytherin. And that’s the house you-know-who was in. Ya know? “ Harry hadn’t the slightest clue but he nodded like he did anyways.
The bushy haired girl had sat down next to the two of them. Evidently the frog had been found or wasn’t an important issue to pursue any longer. Harry and Ron had moved onto a discussion about how grand the Welcome Feast was going to be. She cleared her throat loudly, and they both looked at her with a curious “Hello.” The girl, who had just introduced herself as Hermione, didn’t seem to care that she was uninvited guest and interrupting their conversation. She just launched into a rather long explanation on Hogwarts and what she had read over the summer. Neither of which Harry or Ron cared to hear about. Both though she was weird and enunciated her words far too much. Luckily they got rid of her by saying they needed to change into their school robes.
Hogwarts was the most amazing castle Harry had ever seen. Actually, truth be told, it was the only castle Harry had ever seen. He was placed in Gryfinndor along with Ron and Hermione, who was following them about now. All his classes were going fine. Well except for one. Potion, with Snape. His least favorite teacher. Who absolutely loathed him. Draco was in the class as well, and still insulting him. Now worse than ever. He was getting fed up with it too. He needed to find a way to talk to the boy, in private. And sort out this mess. Maybe he would ambush him one day. That sounded like a good idea.
And this was exactly what he did. He was waiting in the doorway of an empty classroom for Draco to walk by. Hopefully without those two oafs, Crabbe and Goyle. Harry peeked around the corner for a quick look. And there was Draco, walking straight towards him, alone.
As he walked by the classroom, Harry reached out and grabbed him, covering his mouth to muffle his yells. He shoved him into the classroom, magically locking the door behind him. Stalking across the room towards the other boy, he pinned him up against the wall. He then pressed his lips against his. Immediately Draco jerked back, pushing against his chest. But then Harry forced his tongue past his lips and all resistance ceased. He curled his hand around the back of his neck running his fingertips through silky blonde hair. Draco began grinding his groin against his, and Harry could feel his erection though the thin cloth. A small moan escaped his lips as he began to rub his own growing erection back against Draco’s. His tongue was exploring his mouth, savoring the sweetness of it. He felt Draco going for his zipper and soon his pants were around his ankles, boxers soon following. And then those hands were on him. Wrapping around him. Squeezing him, stroking the length of him. He had dreamt of this moment, ever night since that first kiss. He had known it would be like this. Draco’s hands, working him to climax. And then, when his pleasure was done he would drop to his knees and give him his.
Harry felt as though he was going to break, but fought to keep control. He wasn’t yet ready for it to be over. He knew it was likely this would never happen again. This was his one chance. Hell he wasn’t even sure why it was happening now. Though he was definitely not complaining, giving a moan to show just that. As the pleasure kept building, it was becoming harder and harder to hold back and with one last moan he let go. He opened his eyes to see the front of Draco covered in his seed. He gave a small smile, placing another kiss on his lips.
Suddenly the sounds from the hallway changed. Instead of silence, a chorus of student’s voices filtered through. Which meant that if they didn’t hurry, they would indeed be late. Luckily they were heading in the same direction. Potions, Harry’s least favorite class, and more importantly his least favorite Professor.
Snape’s usual look of disgust and anger mixed turned to surprise as the two boys walked in together. They were later than they should of been, because Draco had had to change his shirt. Harry had insisted on waiting on him only because he wanted to see Snape’s reaction when they walked in. It was worth it too.
At first, the professor just gaped at them. Harry did his best to conceal his grin, which was threatening to turn into a burst of laughter. If Snape had only known what they had been doing. Finally Snape decided to return to Earth. “ Malfoy! “ Draco had put on his sweet, ‘I’m an Angel’ look. “ Yes professor? “
” Why are you late?”
“ I was discussing something with Professor Quirrel, sir. “
” Ah, fine, fine. Take your seat then. Potter! “ Harry winced slightly. “ Ten points from Gryfinndor, and don’t let it happen again! “
What justice, Harry thought to himself as he walked grudgingly to his seat. Ron was giving him a quizzical look, but Harry just stared at his hands smiling to himself. The Potions class went longer than usual and he kept stealing glances at Draco, hoping that no one noticed. He needed to talk to him, soon. What had changed between them? Anything? Something had to of changed.
After class, Harry contemplated confronting him then. But as he went to say something to him, Draco narrowed his eyes and shook his head sharply. Harry frowned, turning to make his way up to the Common Room. As soon as he got there, Ron began his interrogation. “ Why were you late? Did something happen? “ Though Harry was much too deep in his thoughts to give much of an answer. He just smiled wistfully, and headed up to bed to dreams filled with a certain blonde haired boy.
The next day nothing seemed to have changed between them. He was still sneered at and insulted. Harry decided that this was just not going to work out with him. How was he suppossed to trade insults with a boy he had dreams about every night? He nearly got an erection by looking at him. No one knew about that though. Thank Merlin his robes were loose. Harry grinned to himself as he imagined the reaction of people if they knew. What would Ron say?
“ What’s with the goofy smile, Potter? “ drawled a familiar voice. His smiled only widened. “ Oh, just dreaming about a certain someone,” he replied with a wink.
Draco’s eyes widened a bit and Harry was delighted to see a faint blush creeping onto his lips before he spun around and stormed off in the opposite direction.
Ron was gaping at Harry. “ And what was that all about? “ Harry just laughed, shaking his head a bit. “ Nothing. Just trying to get a reaction out of him, y’know? “ Ron didn’t look quite convinced but he stopped asking questions. Harry still needed to have a real conversation with Draco. Maybe he could ambush him again. But he didn’t get a chance. He was walking down the hallway one day after Charms when someone grabbed him, dragging him through a doorway. Deja Vu..
Draco had him pushed up against one of the desks. His voice was breathy, “ We need to get a few things straight. “ Oh Merlin, he was even more breathtaking when angry. A strand of that beautiful blonde hair had fallen astray. Reaching up he moved it back in place, tucking it behind his ear. Only then did he realize that those luscious lips were forming words. “ Hm? “ he said lazily, still fascinated by how gorgeous everything about him really was.
Draco’s brow furrowed in frustration, he took a shaky breath “ Stop that and listen to me! “ Harry let his hand drop to his side and attempted to look at least mildly interested in what he was trying to say. Draco’s words were rushed, “ Don’t make it so obvious. People cannot know. We’ll pretend to be enemies in public but lovers in private. “ He gave Harry a seductive smile, causing heat to rush to his groin. “But remember that we mustn’t let on that we are- “ Harry cut him off, placing a finger to his lips, silencing him.
“ Yes, yes. I know. Now where were we? “
He answered his own question by dropping to his knees soundlessly before him. He let his fingers skim of the skin above the tops of Draco’s trousers before unbuttoning them. Pulling them down to his knees, along with his boxers. Now turning his attention to the hardening cock before him, he trailed his tongue along the length of it. Draco gasped, his body jerking lightly. He leaned back placing his hands on the desk behind him, not trusting the stability of his legs. Harry had taken his member into his mouth swirling his tongue around the head as Draco emitted a grin. His lips made their way towards the base, tightening as they went. Harry’s eyes moved upward until they met Draco’s, his tongue now rubbing along the underside of his cock.
His voice was strangled as he whispered, “ Mm. No teasing, faster. “ And Harry complied. He knew it wouldn’t take long from the desperation in his moans and the fingers tangled in his hair urging him on. Hips thrusting at him, forcing that gorgeous cock back into his throat. He fought the urge to gag and managed to control it. Draco cried out his name as he came and Harry had to swallow convulsively as his seed spilled into his mouth.
Pulling back from his now swollen cock, he rose to his feet once again. Draco smiled, lips hovering over his. “ You’re amazing Harry. The best I’ve had. “ Harry tried to just accept the compliment, but his curiosity got the best of him.
“How many others have you had? “
Draco’s smile was secretive, like the rest of him. “ Oh, a few. “ Harry just grinned and pressed his lips to his.
Soon Harry and Draco began arriving to classes late more and more often. This got them quite a few detentions, of course. Though they never arrived late to the classes they had together. Draco had said he didn’t want to arouse suspicion, but he was becoming more careless. Letting his hand brush Harry’s in the middle of class, for all to see. Though it wasn’t as if anyone paid any attention to them. Staring at him longer than necessary, and not with his ‘I am plotting your death right now’ look either.
Ron had of course suspected something. They had grown closer friends as the year grew. But this secret he would never tell. He feared that if he did, Draco would be lost to him forever. So he avoiding all questions concerning the boy.
Harry wasn’t the only one avoiding questions, though. Every time Harry mentioned the Leaky Cauldron, Draco just laughed it off. Waving away all his questions. And if he persisted, Draco proceeded to do everything in his power to make him forget anything other than the beautiful boy in front of him.
Though Harry knew Draco’s anatomy like the back of his hand, well his tongue did at least, they had yet to consummate...well whatever it was that they had. And it wasn’t for lack of trying. Between classes they barely had enough time for a quick blowjob. And more than once a teacher had walked into the classroom they were occupying. Though they had never been caught..yet. Usually they were in a dark corner, and the teachers never stayed long. Harry thanked Merlin for that.
He began spending his class hours trying to come up with ideas to where he and Draco could go for a bit of privacy at night. They had tried numerous times to get into one of their usual classrooms, but they were all locked. Damn teachers. Why couldn’t they just forget to lock their doors once.. Just once? Maybe they could go to the forest. But he immediately shot that idea down, giving a shudder. Well the Holidays were coming up soon. Which meant less people around prying into business not of their own. But he still wasn’t sure where they could go..
And suddenly it hit him! He say upright in his chair, knocking his books to the floor. This got him quite a few stares. The library! When most of the students were gone, especially Hermione, no one was going to be there. Especially not at night. And there were those couches everywhere. The library, perfect place to fuck your boyfriend. Harry laughed out loud at the thought. Flitwick tried to send him to the Hospital Wing.
A few weeks later the both of them were huddled in the corner of the library. Draco kept looking around nervously. “ Are you sure no one is going to find us? “ Harry was planting feathery kisses alongside his neck. “ Relax, “ he whispered against his skin. “ We’ll surely hear them” His lips had reached his jawline and he gave it one last touch with his lips before pressing them to that cupid-bow mouth. His tongue swept his mouth, searching in earnest for something, not yet knowing what.
They had decided that the couches were too open. If someone were to come waltzing in there, they would of been spotted for sure. And then were would they be? In Dumbledore’s office, charged of misusing school property most likely. Misusing, indeed.
Though they had attempted moving the couch into a much more private area, but the damn thing wouldn’t budge. So they had retreated to this corner, n the back of the library. Hoping the shadows and numerous shelves would hide them. At least for the time it took them to dress and separate.
Draco’s hand brushed over the crotch of Harry’s pants and he felt all his blood follow. His let his hand slip past the smalls of Draco’s back, moving over his arse, giving it a firm squeeze with promises of things to come. Harry then began slowly unbuttoning Draco’s shirt. Revealing his perfect chest before pushing the shirt back off his shoulders. He then quickly pulled his own shirt over his head, before running his hands down Draco’s newly exposed skin to the tops of his pants.
Soon both the boys were down to nothing and once against locked in an embrace. Harry let out a moan, though lost in Draco’s mouth as his throbbing erection rubbed against his. Draco’s moan matched his own and Harry broke the kiss to turn him around.
His chest rested against the hardness of the other boy’s back. And it was the hardness of Draco’s body that gave him such pleasure. That tight little arse between which his cock was nestled. That hard flat stomach where his fingers were now dancing across. Even the hardness of his lips which he tensed when they kissed.
Now reaching behind him, he searched for his discarded pants. Upon the discovery of them he quickly reached into the pocket, pulling out the tube of lubrication he had brought along with him. Emotion Lotion.. Who came up with these names? But it was the only thing he could get. He had to nick it from Seamus. Harry had caught him and Justin shagging in the dorms one night, when he had come back from dinner early. What a start he had given them. And their pleading, begging him not to tell. If only they had known the secret Harry was keeping. But he was so much more careful than them. Harry grinned to himself. Yeah right.
He dumped the liquid into his cupped palm, applying a liberal amount to his aching cock. But before he let his member penetrate him, he let his now slick finger slide into the boy’s opening. Slowly it moved it in and out before inserting another. Draco was now whimpering softly, pushing back against his hand. “ Please. “
Harry scissored his fingers making sure he was open and ready, before replacing them with his more than ready cock. Draco let out a gasp that ended in a low moan as Harry’s cock picked up the rhythm his fingers had left behind.
Reaching around Harry gripped Draco’s cock in his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze before stroking it, letting his hand match his thrusting hips. Moans now pouring from the both of them. Harry’s teeth grazed the side of his neck before taking a it of the flesh between them. Tongue flicking over it, licking away the salty sweat. Though there was so much more of it. A thin film of it coated it the both of them, causing strands of hair to cling to their foreheads. Another moan, the sound vibrating against the other’s skin. Draco was gripping the shelf in front of them for balance. Forcing his hips back against Harry’s even as he pounded deep inside him. Harry quickened the pace of the hand surrounding Draco.
Suddenly Draco came, Harry soon following, shooting his seed deep inside the other boy. They dropped slowly to the ground, Harry pulling out of him. Draco faced him, laying back, dragging Harry down atop him. Harry was about to kiss those delicious lips when he heard footsteps. Draco heard them too. They jumped up, grabbing at clothes blindly in the darkness. Harry followed Draco out of the library as fast as his legs would carry him. When they reached the staircase, Harry grabbed him. Lips pressed to his once before they went their separate ways.
Harry smiled to himself as he sat on the edge of his bed. Oh yes, he thought to himself, better return the stolen merchandise before Seamus woke and found it missing. A piece of parchment clung to the bottle, whose contents were leaking all over his hand. In his haste he had failed to close the bottle all the way.
He slowly unfolded the parchment out of curiosity. His insides turned to ice at what he read..

Your cunningness surprises me.. So close.. He suspects nothing?.. Soon it will be time.. Give him to the Dark Lord.. Finally be gone..

The letter must of been from Lucius, Draco’s father. Oh Gods, he must of grabbed Draco’s pants by accident. And all this, these past months, all lies. How could he of done this to me? Running a hand through his hair, he let the parchment fall to his lap. Like the tears on his cheeks.
The whole school knew about their affairs before classes had even begun. He had decided to confront Draco had breakfast. Truth was, he couldn’t wait any longer. He had stayed up late last night, and almost went down to the dungeons than. But he wanted everyone to see. So everyone would know.
He stormed into the Great Hall, and over to the Slytherin table, and Draco. “ You said you loved
me! “ He nearly screamed at the boy. Draco gave him a look of astonishment. As if he didn’t know what was going on. All eyes were on them. Draco just sat there, not saying a thing. Just sat there! Say something please. Tell me I’m wrong. Tell me everything’s a big mistake! Please! Slowly, fighting back a sob, he brought forth the crumpled, now tear stained letter. Draco paled. Tell me I’m wrong. Tell me I misunderstood. And still he just sat there. Harry knew it was true. His silence was his truth.
“ My heart, “ he held the parchment up for all to see, and with exaggerated slowness, he ripped it in two. He fled to the common room as the pieces fell to the floor.
Harry stared at the boy in front of him, dead. He kept telling himself.. You did what you had to.. He was against us.. Forget about before.. Forget.. Harry bent over him. He was still so beautiful. A bit of white caught his attention, standing out from the blackness of his robes. It was two pieces of faded old parchment. Those same two pieces Harry had torn. A little note was scribbled at the bottom of one.

It was all just a game. All I wanted was for us to
be together.
I will forever keep your heart.
I love you and I hope you will some day find this.
Draco

Harry’s sobs pierced the silence, alerting the Ministry. He wouldn’t let go of the body. Only kept screaming, begging him to hear.

“ I love you Draco! I’m so sorry! I love you!
I'll always love you!
Please forgive me! “ </lj>

Oh so true.

2004-06-16T17:08:28Z

We all know this is the truth. Yuss, Yuss we do.

Who is your ideal partner in the wizarding world? by Silvikins

Name

Sex

Colour

Partner

Percentage of getting together: 88%

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Just had to share.

2004-06-16T10:03:51Z

This is going to happen once day. He didn't actually die in the book, that was a look alike used to trick Voldemort. -nod nod- And then, when this does. My life will be complete.

What Harry Potter character will you find under your bed? by kaitkaitkait
Name:
Age
Who	Sirius Black
You say:	"I suppose a shag is out of the question..."
He says:	"Grrrrr..."
He comes out, holding a	book, entitled 'Wizarding Kama Sutra'.
You react by	purring.
And finally...	...you have the most fantastic sex imaginable, every night for the rest of your lives.

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harryheartdraco @ 2004-06-09T21:26:00

2004-06-10T01:37:49Z

Hm.. Well I had a very eventful day. Not really. Just one event. But it was a really funny one event. Me and Brittany and meh Grandma all went to take back this movie. Oh yeah, I rented this movie, called Elephant. It was pretty good. There were these two guys. And as soon as I saw them I knew they were gay. How you ask? This one scene where the one guy looked at the other guy, I was all like " OMFG THEY ARE GAY! " And Brittany, she doesnt have the gay guy sense like me, was like, " Nu uh, they're brothers. " But I knew. So the next scene..The one guy.. He was kinda hot too. Was in the shower...-drool- And guess who shows up! The other guy! AND HE GETS IN THE SHOWER WITH HIM! And I was all like.. " I TOLD YOU SO! " And the one, hotter guy, with a baby face.. Very sexy.. Was all like.. " I've never kissed anyone before, have you? " Aww.. It was so cute. So then they started making out and I had to go and get some ice. ( Chewing on ice helps sexual frustration. ) I think I was a gay guy in my past life because dear God do gay guys turn me on.. Almost more than straight guys! But anyways, so they go and shoot up the whole school. And then one, semi-hot gay guys, shoots the other, majorly-hot gay guy.. Yeah, I cried.

Now for the really funny event. So we go to the movie store and it has this pron section. So I come up with this idea to get my grandma to go into the porn section. So I'm all like.. Grandma! Come into the classics section, I need you find me this movie! And so we all walk over there. And I am trying to tell her to go into the back room without letting everyone else know what I am doing.. Cause then they would just then I was insane.. which I am.. and I suddenly just start cracking up. So I all covered it up by pointing to this random guy and saying.. Omg, I so know that guy. We did funny things together. And my grandma just stares at me.. AND THEN THE GUY WALKS INTO THE PORN SECTION! So I stare for a moment then go.. " GRANDMA GO! FOLLOW THAT GUY! " ANd shes like.. -gasp- " ALEX THATS THE BAD ROOM! " And I just fell over laughing.. Everyone is staring at me too.. And then that guy, the one I did funny things with, walked out carrying a porn, and I look up to him and say.. " Thats a bad movie mister! " But then I realized he was gay, because I know these things. And when we walked out we saw this car and the license plate said FA66ET. We ALL know who's car that was..